let me explain

this is all just a delve into my strangely afflicted mind.

i believe all human experience should be documented. there will be highs and lows. the lows are miles in a hole, the highs don’t ever make me whole.

happy to echo a follow to my fellows. when i am lucid.

at times cynical, at times incomplete. at times senseless, exposing way too much of my private life. always sleepless, fueling even the occasional bouts of mania and maddening misplaced optimism.

do not want sympathy, but empathy is always nice.

confirmed, confirmed yesterday.

and i am refusing medical treatment.