dread

i’m afraid of tomorrow
and what it will bring.
i’m desperate and hurting
and mad with suffering.

tomorrow i know
i’ll feel worse than today.
there’s no way around it.
i’ll just sit here and wait.

the clock ticks by,
each second a curse.
i wait helplessly
for the inevitable verse

that goes like this:
numbness is bliss.
but you won’t find it here.
merely pain to reminisce.

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